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Related article: Date: Sun, 16 Dec 2001 20:21:53 -0800 From: Mike Canaday Subject: The Closet StoryHey everyone, I hope that anyone who is reading this is of legal age to read this, as well as this being legal to read in your state or province, I hope that y'all can read this kind of stuff! Well, I hope that you enjoy the read as much as I did writing it! By the way, this story is completely, and sadly, true.The Closet Story Sorry in advance. This is not going to be one of the typical nifty.org stories that we have all come to know and love. I wish it were, but as it seems, its a true closet story. Okay, to start things off, my name is Mike. I live in a smaller town in southwestern Canada. I have known that I was amateur pthc pictures gay since the wonderful age of eight. I just recently had my pthc pedophilie 19th birthday. I grew up under the impression that being gay was what was wrong with the moral fabric of society. My parents would be like, "Oh thats so disgusting!", or, pthc zeps "They are going to hell in a handbag." and my personal favorite of, "Those people should not be allowed to walk the streets." So, as you can very well tell, it has been very difficult to emotionally and mentally discover who I am, because I have had to train myself to be masculine, and not be who I truly am. I'm not saying that in my life that I am meant to be a pthc cp lol totally flamboyant drag queen, but it would be nice to be able to let loose every once in a while, and be....me. Things started off good for me when I got accepted into a really nice University on Vancouver Island. I kept telling myself , `the majority of "experimenting" goes on japanese pthc in the dorms, and in just lolmash pthc bbs plain old university. I don't think that I slept well for like two weeks in the waiting for the time to come that I leave the nest and go out and do things on my own. Well, to my joy, on my floor, there were eighteen guys, and six pthc prevention of them cgiworld holynet pthc were drool hot! Now, I don't really know how I should describe myself, because according to the archives, every gay guy is thin and gorgeous, with a 10"cock! Now I am tall, I'm six foot one. I have brown hair, olive green/brown eyes. Then here's the kicker. I'm chubby. Something that I have struggled with the majority of my life. I wrote other stories before for Nifty, but I was never bluntly honest, but I have been reading for a while, and just wanted to read something that was honest. A story where the guy ended up NOT getting laid, where he didn't live a picture perfect life. I quickly became really good friend with almost all of the guys on the floor. It was nice. Because I was never huge into sports in high amateur pthc pictures school or anything, I wasn't as accepted. However, when I came to university, I hit instant tgp angels pthc friendships. 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I think it keeps some things interesting. Makes people think and wonder. Okay, well, this was just one of my little rants and raves. I appreciate anyone who reads this. Anyone who would like to make any constructive comments or anything you can email me at canaday_81hotmail.com
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